Life as an imperfect mom

So here it goes. I am a mom, of two boys to be exact. Kade and Spencer. They are my life, the reason I wake up in the morning. Actually they make me get up in the morning. And at 2am and 4am and 445am and 6am ect. Being that Spencer is still exclusively breastfed at 8months he sleeps with Ryan and I once he wakes up after his initial bedtime routine. Which isnt very fancy or crazy. He gets tired I put him on the boob, wam bam 10mins later he is sleeping like a baby. Then off to his crib for a few hours till he wakes me up with this whine that would wake up the most sound sleeping person. Oh but I love them, and every little thing they do. From the hugs and kisses to the tantrums and the breaking of my eggs. Without that I dont know how I could live the way I do. I am not a Bree Van De Kamp by any means, hell that reminds me too much of my grandmother and how I love her dearly I could never see myself nor would I let myself get to that state of perfectness. *Oh apparently that is a word, perfectness, who woulda thunk it*

I love my life the way it is. Yes I may be a young mom, but nowadays who isnt. There are more "babies having babies" lately then anyone could imagine. Other then back in the old wagon days where people used to marry at 13 and have 5 kids to leash by the time they hit 20. Which brings me to my point. I am 20, which means I am an adult. And have been for the last 2 years, and 40 days and some odd minutes and seconds. So if I want to pop out the babies, like a good wife used to, and I want to sit at home and take care of my babies instead of having some stranger look after them and I have to miss little and BIG milestones then I will do it. I will have sex with my husband without being on birth control if I choose. I will be reckless about protection against pregnancy if I want to. I am an adult. Say it with me ADULT. A-D-U-L-T!!! If that isnt clear to you then damn you have issues :P I will scream it from the rooftops the next time I receive the amazing news I am pregnant with yet another amazing baby I get to love and care for. I will cherish every little moment I have with that baby until I have to evict it from my uterus, and then I will push that child with all the strength I can channel from the depths of the earth out of my womb and into the arms of our loving family.
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You know when I started writing this blog, I wanted to be know, but also I wanted to let people know about  being a young mom and how its not as bad as everyone wants to think it is. I want this blog to be somewhere  I can vent and let off steam. I want to be able to say what I want because I have the right. I will say FUCK and Cunt if I so please. Why? Because its called freedom of speech Cunt Fucker :)